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Chase My Dreams

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Stay with the words awhile. The complete lyrics and the heart of the song are here together.

About the song

The ache of an almost-happy life, and the tenderness of being heard before everything is settled.

Im not some crossword puzzle
and I dont need that kind of help

From Chase My Dreams

Let the music meet you where you are. Stay with the words that touch something tender, and give the story time to unfold.

Complete lyrics

“Chase my Dreams”

(Verse)
Looking at my hands
where the’ve been and what they’ve seen
I contemplate existance
and who you are to me

It seems as though Ive done this
time and time, and time again
then I stare into the dark unknown
and contemplate again

(Pre Chorus)
Ive been judged and ive been labeled
and Ive been put back on the shelf
and Im not some crossword puzzle
and I dont need that kind of help

(Chorus)
living almost happy 
is sadder than it seems
so, I threw all I was away 
so with you I chase my dreams

I’ve figured out now whose I am
but who that is I cant quite say
I know just where I want to go
the problems end today

(Breakdown)
I never want to look back 
on my life and wonder why
I never want to hear you say
I chose to leave your side

(Verse 2)
Its hard to be invisable
Its even harder to be seen
I have one thousand voices
but most of them are screams

(prechorus)
To speak out loud
and not be heard
could drive someone insane
but I know in my heart of hearts that you still know my name.

(Chorus)
living almost happy 
is sadder than it seems
so, I threw all I was away 
so with you I chase my dreams

I’ve figured out now whose I am
but who that is I cant quite say
I know just where I want to go
the problems end today

(Breakdown)
I never want to look back 
on my life and wonder why
I never want to hear you say
I chose to leave your side

(Chill Verse)
Looking at my hands
where the’ve been and what they’ve seen
I contemplate existance
and who you are to me

It seems as though Ive done this
time and time, and time again
then I stare into the dark unknown
and contemplate again

(Chorus)
living almost happy 
is sadder than it seems
so, I threw all I was away 
so with you I chase my dreams

I’ve figured out now whose I am
but who that is I cant quite say
I know just where I want to go
the problems end today

I know just where I want to go
the problems end today

The heart of the song

“Living almost happy / is sadder than it seems.” It is a quiet admission, and it comes close. A life can look fine from the outside while something inside it keeps asking to be heard. “Chase My Dreams” begins with that ache.

The song makes room for a person who has carried labels and expectations, yet still longs to know who they are allowed to become. Its hope comes through being heard, rather than through a perfect answer.

More than the name we were given

When the song turns toward identity and belonging, the voice is personal. It is not asking to be reduced to a category. It is reaching for enough room to speak honestly and to live with purpose.

That longing can be familiar in faith as well as in ordinary relationships. We may know how to be useful, agreeable, or impressive long before we know how to let someone see what we actually carry.

Being received before being finished

The biblical passages beside this reflection offer a Christian way to sit with the song’s longing for belonging. They can help us hear welcome, dignity, and the possibility of a new beginning without claiming to tell us everything about the singer’s life.

There is tenderness in a relationship that makes room for a person to be unfinished. Such welcome can leave space for honest growth, responsibility, and the difficult work of finding a voice.

A life we can begin to inhabit

Chasing a dream need not mean leaving every responsibility behind. In this song, it can be heard as turning toward a life that feels more truthful: listening to the longing, taking it seriously, and beginning to move with care.

Let the words meet the part of you that has learned to call an almost-happy life enough. There is no need to hurry toward a grand answer. Receive the song slowly, and let its tenderness reach the way you listen to yourself and to another person who is trying to be heard.

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